Friday, February 3, 2012

Man I am feeling down.

I just feel bad. I feel bad about having no money. I feel bad because all I want to eat is junk food. I feel bad because the dog wants me to get up and let him out......I just don't discriminate.

I want this to be over. I want to be healthy. I want someone to tell me my kids will have their mom for at least another 30 years. That's all I want just another 30.

This is really fucked up.

1 comments:

H said...

You have every right to feel bad. Your situation sucks. It really does.

But you know what? I do believe that people can WILL themselves to beat illness. You can use your WILL and DETERMINATION to beat it.

You can. I know you can!

Don't feel bad about what you are eating right now. You just had cancer surgery. Are you kidding me? This is not the time to beat yourself up about what you are eating.

I highly reccomend asking your doctor about anti depression medicine. Sometimes it is just a matter of chemistry. Like your brain missing certain chemicals ya know?

Keep blogging Angela!

*hugs*!

Heather