Healing

The Doc says the puffy parts will go down. I am not so sure but he is seems to know what he's talking about. The left side towards the middle concerns me. (That's my left) It's not what I expected. I know it's going to take a really long time to heal, I was just expecting something else. I don't know what I was expecting....just something different.




I do know that I am not going to pursue reconstruction. The amount of times I would need surgery and all the possible problems scare me. Right now I feel so blessed. There is no more cancer and I feel really really good, so why would i thumb my nose at that and try to change it? Right now I just want to feel good and be in the moment I am in.



This is my hero. Divine intervention put me in front of Miss Jenifer Scoggins. She was my Chemistry teacher last semester and she offered me 5 extra points to go to a Breast Cancer Awareness Seminar. I went and from that information I found the lump, it just snowballed from there. So her and the Father in Heaven are responsible for my good health. And it going to allow these little girls





a lifetime with their mom. Something they wouldn't have had otherwise. It's so scary to say I had Stage 2 cancer. There is nothing more terrifying to hear. Then to hear that it's all gone, it didn't spread, and I test Negative for the BRCA1 and BRCA2 genes....it's life changing. From Dec. 13th to now I have gone through so many life changing things and it has changed me and the way I see and hear and react to things. It's a beautiful thing. I don't want to live with regrets anymore.